Julianâ€™s mother, Victoria, didnâ€™t think his condition could get any worse, until one day it did. Rather than inflicting harm on others, he turned to harming himself; a motherâ€™s worst nightmare. It started with hitting himself in the head and kneeing himself in the teeth. Then, in October 2016, Julian was hospitalized after nearly beating himself to death. He was admitted with two black eyes, a fractured skull, and hematomas on his head. The doctors â€“ as many others had done for the entirety of Julianâ€™s life â€“ attributed his actions to a behavioral issue and advised to treat accordingly, but his mother knew that wasnâ€™t the problem.